I wanna be....

I'm thinking of leaving my current job.... but i can't... i was bonded with OCBC for six months... i just realized that banking line is not my interest... Banking is such a messy industry... Dealing with a lot of customer is annoying... they are always right even though they are not... arghhhhhh....

Actually, i wanna be a lecturer...but the problem is, i don't have any professional cert or master... I do thinking about my study (master)... but i think its not the appropriate time because i don't have much saving for study... maybe i should apply to be a tutor... but, it's quite difficult to apply for that position... hmmmm.... ~~sigh~~

Last path that i can go with is waiting for KPLI/DPLI... maybe i can be a teacher instead of lecturer... but my mum will ask me "can u stand with the kids? because u never handled kids since u are the youngest in the family".... its true... i never handled kids and i don't know how to handle them...

I think, every job have their own difficulties and challenges... but the thing is, i need to follow the flow...

~~confusing~~